Secretfornow, I just wanted to say that your comment is a remarkable piece of writing and insight. I know you feel sometimes that you have lost much but I see someone who has regained and won much. That which you have been through has led you to who you are today, a lovely and thoughtful person. Life can be hard with heartbreaks and uncertainty. That is just the nature of it. It also can be joyous and triumphant.

You are very inspiring in your honesty and striving. Please fight hard to be very kind to yourself.

Thank you for that Trev, Yes that is exactly employed in the body routing, registration and recruitment. Saw it with my own eyes under a spell thinking it was OK.

Peter, in the S.O. ALL is justified by two El Con policies/concepts. “The greatest good for the greatest # dynamics.” And Simon Bolivar. Helped along by the idea that LRH policy NEVER contradicts itself.

Wasn’t Hubbard the one who said “a young child of age 7 shouldn’t feel upset to be kissed on the MOUTH by a grown man…..after all, she’s an adult in a “little body”. What about the rape of 14 year old Amy Scobee & other young girls?? Does any of THAT sound OK with you….i.e., what if this was your OWN little girl?

Thanks whatareyourcrimes

What you DO have now is the WILLINGNESS TO LISTEN….many times that by far outweighs a hug or anything else you might offer someone in need. There are far too many people in this world that exist that won’t give someone else a moment of their own time because they are “TOO BUSY”…or they simply don’t care to listen. You’ve got a kind & loving ear to listen to them willingly. Add to that, you also now have the ability to give empathy.

You’ve come a long way, and yes there are many more miles to travel to get to where you feel you might need or want to be. It’s an uphill battle to separate that “then from now”, but the additional good news is that you’ve begun your journey, you are no longer a prisoner of “them”.

“They” have taken from you enough, they’ve put you down enough, they’ve brain washed you enough….YOU are now your own person….LIVE hone, LIVE…for yourself & those you care about and/or love.

The BEST is yet to be.

Exactly correct Wynski.

Yes they resort to any tactic. They even tried to send a young man to seduce our host Mike Rinder’s new wife. The guy is out of scientology and talked about it on a you tube video.

They are absolutely deplorable, and quite sick, really.

The sea org isn’t just loathsome to the WOG public. Even scientologists despise them. In fact, I’d be surprised if most practicing scientologists didn’t have at least a little anger toward them.