thank you. and..yes, it IS over, and this is what I grab hold of and remind myself of, many times a day. It never fails to cheer me up as I grapple with how my life was wasted on lies.

Spoke with Richard, body router at Pasadena Org, last night while a bad smelling and somewhat fat stumpy legged guy who did not want to give his name filmed us with his cell phone. (usually he hides behind the front desk when we walk by, but yesterday there was a crowd of staffers so he got cocky) According to Richard disconnection does not exists, but he admitted it was a problem in the eighties, from the looks he was in his thirties at that time. But now he was not aware of any problem at all. I told him about our situation and many other people we know of. I suggest anybody with disconnection issues stops by at the Pasadena Org front desk and tells him what is going on. He is a good guy, white haired, friendly demeanor and full of idealistic thoughts about the CO$. After probably 30+ years in Scientology he had managed up to grade four but was sure that OT7 is completely improved after GAT2. His jaw really dropped though when I asked him what he thinks about the expansion since Pasadena won the birthday game and Richard knows first hand how empty the Pasadena org academy is. “How do you know that?” was all he could could stammer back before he was grabbed by two man in black and pulled into the entrance. I was tempted to respond “Hey, I am OT VII, remote viewing and listening are my specialties” but some body thetan advised me that would be to cruel of a joke so I said mysteriously “I am connected”.

I just love these little conversations on the way to grab some gellato. It got really funny when on a prior encounter the filmmaker (short stumpy legged guy) stormed out the org, when I had a friendly conversation with what looked like a newbie handing out free personality test cards (HQS Student on body routing drills?) and the poor guys ears and eyes popped out when I told him what is going on in the world of Scientology. (after that I never saw them again, no idea why) So the stumpy legged guy yelled at me while grabbing the newbie and pulling him into the org building: “Do not talk to my workers!” It did not help much when I said: “But, but, he started it.” As I said from that point on stumpy legged guy started to flee the scene when he saw me strolling by.

I highly recommend this as a relaxing evening activity, having a kind and friendly chat with your local body router.

I just wanted to mention the pleasure i got from all your bull-poop-free posts.

Self-knowledge is bliss, is happiness and is a wonderful thing to share.
(the opposite of Scientology)

Scientology was my identity-crisis. And, it IS over.

I like the way you think, exccla.

Rightly so, Good People.

The absolute heartlessness of the cult traces directly back to Hubbard.
Whatever genius he may have possessed,
he died in hiding – from states, from his and all families, and from himself.
Yet he sold his “religion” as if it were THE guarantee to set you free.
Alone, they found his body riddled with drugs. So much for policy.
Policy of the Supreme Knower of all time.

He died refusing to tell you the truth.

Instead, we got David Miscavige.

This day is destiny.
The church effectively died along with its founder.
Nature does take its course.
May peace be restored.

thanks, honey. <3 You have such warm and gentle soothing hand on this board.

thank you, clearlypissedoff. Rinder is a godsend. I’m so very thankful to find him and this place and posters. It’s so helpful. It’s both a rough go and exhilarating, The difference between Out and In are gobsmackingly mind-blowing. I’m stunned and horrified and delighted.

Cece,
There is a thread on Why We Protest about Phil & Willie’s efforts, the billboard & your protests/drive bys: http://whyweprotest.net/threads/missing-mike-jones-last-seen-at-scientology-celebrity-centre-in-los-angeles.131060/page-6

If you sign up (get a login), you can reach out to them in that thread (above link). Don’t worry they are not nearly as scary as Co$ likes to pretend :). Most of the commenters are supportive of your efforts.

Hi Bentley, Thank you from my heart.”damn the torpedos Full Speed Ahead!”Here we go! XO Ann B.

Hi secretfornow, I understand completely and want to tell you I will think of you alot and send you laughter light and love and hope to see you without the cloak dancing under the Sun & Moon and Free.xo Ann B.