About the only living things in that empty building are cockroaches, rats and other assorted verminous critters.

futility
losing proposition
left holding the bag
beating one’s head against the wall
you can’t make a silk purse out of a sow’s ear

All ex’s need to at some point once they’ve rightfully quit official Scientology, look up the above KEY WORDS for their future better life ahead.

Scientology is futile.
Scientology is a losing proposition
Scientologists are left holding the bag.
It is literally impossible to make a silk purse out of Hubbard’s quackery sow’s ears

Scientologists non stop blame each other and induce beating of their heads against walls, futilely left holding the bag of this losing proposition Hubbard con/cult setup. Hubbard left the Scientologists to blame each other for their failing to make silk purses out of Hubbard’s sow’s ears “tech” quackery.

Quit it and follow KSW 1 which challenges quitters to QUIT FAST

Not to forget, though, that was also true of Fatty.

Many other cynical players in the same game, on a worse level than even Scn.

Mr. Rinder, you had the misfortune of knowing Miscavige.

From my reading, he said ‘Ron as the line’ for teaching, but he has added new OT levels, changed others.

Even when I read the account of Helen o’Brien (if you haven’t you should, early-wave dianetecist, she went nuts on previous lives), she was heavily financially exploited by Hubbard on crossover to ‘Scientology’, 1953.

Link below. Very worth reading if you haven’t.

http://www.clambake.org/archive/books/dil/Dianetics_in_Limbo.txt

1953 publication, so nothing unethical (in non-Scn. sense) about reading it.

Also, it isn’t an analogy of Scn., but a good general fiction of a cult, Messiah by Gore Vidal. It’s nothjng like his later works, and may touch you as a former major figure in a contemporary but very different cult.

Finally, I know that you are having some health problems, my thoughts and prayers are for you there.