You gave that money with good intention. You had no idea what was really happening, as far as I’m concerned that money was nothing short of stolen from you, you didn’t give it to them because you were lied to regarding its purpose. I’d love nothing more than to sue for all of the billions they’ve stolen from well meaning people like you, it makes me so angry.

so cleansing! The”wasband” (my ex OT8 husband,) made sure to take his materials with him to his mama & dada’s house/ but he took them a week before he left me. I asked what was in the huge duffel bags…Liar, as usual, said: “Some books my mother wants.”

Remember the large colorful books for the “Key to Life” course????? Ha ha! they are confidential, so he was sure to remove them before he left. He is a despicable, dishonest, sneaky, creep; BUT he is OT8!!!!!! (Now i should tell you how i REALLY feel!)

true; thanks

Hi Cece, I cannot remember s###! Saw your post here and lost it and found it again! Whew! I echo exactly what you wrote thinking you were the only one shouting to the winds.I felt like that for years and it was only when I ventured onto this blog,I could finally exhale and say I am not alone.XXOO

Hi Dawn, Thank you for your comment.I agree.I think I was comparing my Sea Org View of the world where all is tied up in the gigantic bow of Ron/David forever-to the feeling of rushing fear of the wog world,when I took my first step out of the SO.Always

Wognited and Out, I like forthrightness in speech. You’ve said it exactly as it is. It’s all true.

“…to return to the world with all it’s situations and problems…”

For me the “situations and problems” were what I was faced with my entire time in scientology. Out here, I don’t have any real situation or problems! And, I’m not lying or exaggerating.

Cece says – great posts; and same to the answering ones. Yes, the freedom to live where you want to, be with whom you want to be with, do what you want to and so on, is worth more than gold.

I can’t think of many wins except that I grew tough. After being attacked, robbed (unending pay, pay, pay), made wrong, snubbed, rumoured about, labelled, etc, I became tough and able to stand on my own two feet. I’ve mainly stood on my own too feet but prior to this, I could be sensitive. I’m cured. In scientology, no one defends you, there’s no one in your corner. Isolation is the name of the day.

I realise that I sound bitter but, really, I’m not. I am a bit intolerant of people who still punt the tech as the answer to life’s problems but I’m dealing with that.