I gave 28 k to AOLA for my Solo setups through OT III and I received a sec check as I did 23 years in the SO and then almost died of AIDS. I received no sec-check when I left; they were sure that I was going to die so I guess they just figured that they would save themselves the work. I also had no freeloader bill because one cannot get money out of a dead man. At AOLA my wife and I had to sign a paper saying we understood that we would be declared if we said anything negative about the SO, the Freewinds or AOLA. For a long time I was not scheduled for sessions at all, but I was never told that I was an illegal PC or anything. I just now realized that the delay is because they do not want faggots in their HGC. I trust that I am not offending anyone by using that term; probably the only faggots that will read this are the ones that work for OSA. I finally went to the LRH Host and said ” What about “We always deliver what we promise?” I was told by the Public MAA that I had to wait in Dept 3 (though I was under no ethics action) for my sessions and not in the HGC. Finally I got into session. I had a good auditor and the sec check went OK, the worst overt I got off was that I drank so much 151 proof rum at the 81 bosun’s party that I could have died ( I was a bit suicidal at the time) and this would have been a PR flap had I died. I received a short Progress Program and then told I had to redo the Purif. I had to come up with another 1500 bucks to do the Purif because of the SPD that says no-one with HIV can use the org’s sauna. What they were really saying is that no faggots are allowed in the sauna. (The majority of people with AIDS are homos. Of course, the fact that they knew full well that I had never been a homo didn’t count. After I finished the Purif again I had to 8c them like mad to get the folder back and then they told me that they no longer deliver OT Preps at AOLA, you have to go to ASHO now. Since my money was at AO, I had no money at ASHO. This was just at the time that the Basics had gone psycho and I was being harassed 5 times a day to give my APs so that some gook in Vietnam would get LRH tech even though I, a 23 year vet of the SO who almost died twice in the SO would have no chance of making it up the bridge. They ended up taking all of my money and I got nothing except peace as they no longer harrassed me once it was all gone.
So I could not go up tje Bridge in the SO and I could not do it as a paying public. I have a much better chance as a declared SP.
And If I have screwed up and there are any homos reading this, know that without millions of homos who have died from this disease, they would not have come up with a treatment for it and I would be dead too.

And this constant introversion into thinking that our thoughts and feelings are alien tortured beings drove L Ron Hubbard to madness.

It also brought my x wife to become a crazy homeless person.

Isn’t it simply insane, that L Ron Hubbard said that when you free BTs they become a clear.

How did Ron know that his alien make believe demons were clear?

Ron apologists and the Ron says people have quite an uphill climb out here.

Friend said,

“Note: I ask me since years why all wordclearing and whatever came never to the point that Hawaii did not exist 70 Mio years ago .. it was deeple underwater .. it came up in about 2 Mio years ..”

Because OT3/BT Freudian Therapy is make believe. And truth is considered dangerous to those lost in the prison of belief. So they stay away from truth.

I think out of all of the serious delusions that Ron was successful in perpetrating on us was the OT3/BT hypnosis.

People are certainly running something. But I believe they are running their own thoughts and feelings dressed up in a Ron Sci Fi book.

And the meter is the delivery system to the make believe.

My breaking point was that i had to redo solo Nots including superseized sec checks 2 times a year.In other words it looked like a way to scam me for say $75.000.
Lose $75.000 and get more introvered and stupid because I was always trying to hunt down non existing cooties I hated solo nots.
I have released half a million space cooties.Oh wait that is not enough?Only $75.000 and years of misery taking time and money away from my family.What a deal.Hiphiphurrah!!!!!!

Why thank you, it was actually a mis-typing but I can see it sort of works.

Thanks, Cooper.
Also, your comment above is priceless. You crack me up every time.

Brava/o

A nice succinct phrasing:

“The real purpose of the scientific method is to make sure nature hasn’t misled you into thinking you know something you actually don’t know.” Robert Pirsig, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

Quoted in the thoroughly excellent “Bad Science” by Ben Goldacre.

“right now we are in the middle of a major TA rocking process, with 6 more weeks to go. Glad you (and everyone else) are here for the ride!”

I just watched the segment with Leah Remini on The Kelly Files, and I am sure it got some good TA. Leah didn’t miss a beat in her responses – clear and pointed. And at the same time, her wording was like an experienced spokesperson.

Mike, I would say you are the perfect addition to Leah’s crusade – talk about a dynamic duo! You undoubtedly learned a lot from your rigorous experience as the spokesman for the church, and now your abilities are being used against its crimes – what poetic justice.

I’ll admit, I did linger a while longer. The kool aid stil held an enticing sweetness that kept me drawn to it. Then it turned bitter, then it went flat.