Hi Theta Clear, Dear forever Peter, Thank you so much for your post. Absolutely, positively every word you wrote resonated with me. I have felt the same connection with you since my first post to you. I did not say anything because I wanted to make sure I was not reading the connection into my mind, that perhaps it did not exist. With your validation, my heart knows it does exist,very much so. I have felt exactly what you wrote concerning the paradox of being human this entire life.I have sent you and your Princess a card for 2016 and enormous love and care for you. Ann.

LRH and J. R. “Bob” Dobbs were drinking buddies back in the day. It is said that “Bob” once wrote to Ron: “I always lie, AND I’m always right!” which is where LRH got the idea for the PR Series.

Perhaps you are right about that, dear Roger. Thanks for sharing your thoughts on that.

Peter

That’s one big understatement, dear Brian. :-)))

Thanks, dear Brian ; I feel like a fool. My “gifts” certainly didn’t help me to become cognizant of the wickedness of it all. I was vulnerable because of my desire to fit in life ; to find meaning to the game ; to experience realities which humans seldom seek. And I believed him w/out properly evaluating the data at hand, as one tends to trust our friends, and he was that to me. He was never a god to me, just a friend. I trusted that what he told me that I could achieve, was actually reachable. I believed in the lofty goals , and even though that I have been criticizing his suppressive policies for quite some time now , and that I was fully aware of the lack of real products in processing , I still wasn’t certain of his desires to deceive and entrap others. I was still giving him the benefit of the doubt.

The reference that you posted is quite applicable, thank you. It was always some kind of hypnosis, all right ; some sort of suggestion with the sole idea of power. Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. I shall master hypnosis myself (which I alredy began to study, specially Self-hypnosis) so that I can be prepare to defend myself and others from one of the few tools that becomes invisible to the eye and to the mind. I shall see Scientology utterly destroyed as a subject. Stay tuned.

Thanks for the insight.

Peter

Thanks, dear Mike ; I fully know what you mean. In fact, one of the reasons that it took me so long (as compared to the ones that had already left the CofS) to realize about the wickedness of DM and LRH’s policies was mainly because of my decision to never have any “authority” other than myself. My tendency to look for the goodness in each one of us, prompt me to give others the benefit of the doubt just too much as I hate to be unjust and unfair in my assessments. But I did got you, and thank you for reminding me.

It is not that Mike Rinder says it , it is that I can “feel” Mike Rinder’s character, and that is an excellent starting point from me. Then I go from there and verify things by myself.

Thanks.

Peter

You’re welcome Peter. But don’t take my word for anything. Observe and come to your own conclusions (not saying you did anything other than that, just a note as a reminder that the days of accepting things because any “authority” says they are true should be over for everyone here).

Great point, zemoo. If Scientology were really expanding 47X there would be many ships delivering OT 8, possibly a dozen ships delivering it full time.

Thanks for the validation, dear Ann ; Yes, I can imagine that you felt something odd as well. You are quite a perceptic individual as well, and I know that you are one of the few that actually understood my comments, as you also have it in you , I had felt it since the first day. We are strange creatures you and me, aren’t we, dear ? We are totally invisible for most people. Pretending to fit is not easy. One is alone even when sorrounded by thousands ; the paradoxes of being human.

Love,
Peter

Ron was an expert immoral Hypnotic Operator, with interests in the dark and light side of metaphysics, capable of deceiving the greatest of minds