Shame on you. She didn’t deserve to be murdered

I never said this shitbag!

There are now more safer routes that can be taken instead of just blood transfusions and not just jw are taking the steps to safeguard themselves

Hey Jeff – what’s the name of your youtube channel. I loved this vid and would like to check out yours. Btw I’d definitely watch you and Jeff review the Path!

Agreed. It’s crazy how the CO$ institutionalizes abuser behavior, eg, gaslighting, projecting, selfishness, aggressive lack of compassion…

Hi Secretfornow,

I’m a never-in, but your comments are both inspiring and intriguing. You explain the process of enlightenment and decompression so well. The no-clothes metaphor helped me understand … plus its sudden whimsy provided an unexpected chuckle.

I hope you continue to feel better. I suspect the more you get reacquainted with yourself, the more strength, talent and humor you’ll find.

Thanks SO much, Texan. It’s a helluva onion. For me, the OUT was almost an instant… I’d say I went from devout to out in about a heartbeat, and it was stunning. It was just like I took a red pill. The cause was horrific, and the aftermath has been difficult. Near 40 years in, I feel like I’ve gills and I’m trying to breathe.

THIS blog – Mike always seems so Joe Cool – and Tony’s and now the Aaron/Mike/Chris vids, have done SO much to keep me sane in some ways, while I deal with the fallout of the Happened.

Something just switched off in the last couple vids and I pulled out of the death spiral I’ve been on since then. Nuttiness is scary.

I have no answers. But something awful switched off and I’ll just go with that.

I wonder if other people feel one of the aspects of relief I feel…while listening. There is this one “extra” aspect, knowing IT’s PUBLIC. That, for some reason is a big deal to me.

I feel like they’re talking with me, because I track with everything, I know this stuff and have lived it. But just..talking about it…like, right out in the open all normal and explaining all the time what things mean….

…
Holy ..I wonder if I would experience something similar if I just gave up clothes and went around naked all the time.

🙂

It feels that way. Like all the secrets and truths are just being shouted from the rooftops.

Oh, you are so welcome.

In cult speak, I have blow down after blow down after blow down listening, and then just recently everything just shifted and I had a major stable win. I totally blew this total nuts/shattered valence and suddenly came into PT.

I don’t know how to say that in Wog. 🙂 But I just feel ..so… Me-ish. Like, I can almost see and feel the strength of before, only now and here without the wrongheaded ideas. Without having to be IN. 🙂

I was SO strong in Scn, and then it all shattered and it’s been a bit of a rough go. The mental stuff has been – – – difficult. I think OT VII is schizophrenic and can cause massive mental trauma.

Anyway.

Something lifted and I’m glad and I’m going to build on it and feed THAT and I’m going to keep listening and re-listening.

<3 <3 <3

Best to you and your sweet family.