Scientology dilutes the hearts of living souls. Those that are impressionable become darkened. Given your position as an enforcer of tech it is appropriate that you publicize your departure.
As a victim, and I say this to all other victims, leave quietly and forge a new path and you will make it out with faith and work.

Derrick I’m afraid turned into an SO thug, may the Lord have mercy upon Brandon who recruited many young kids into a life of slavery. Alex just wanted to be like his brothers, whom in turn wanted to be like you. Your ex-wife made a fortune running a slave labor camp.

Children atone for the sins of their parents.
You must Beg God for forgiveness

Thank you Jim! I found them on the message board. As someone who has never been a scientolgist, (I’m 100% wog), I find your story amazing and yet sad. I hope you are doing well as you have survived Scientology!!!! Currently I’m reading “counterfeit dreams” by Jeff Hawkins and I love it! I have also read Nancy Manys book and also Jenna Miscaviage-hill’s book. Do I sense a book deal coming your way;)? I sure hope so!!!! And congratulations on being so brave! I’m very happy for you!

Lori, I have uploaded 13 parts of the story on the thread cited above on ESMB

RePly to Cindy. The link is here in the comments. It’s a thread with 13 parts of the storyline

To RB : “the most ethical group..” does actually make sense. Because LRH redefined “ethical.”

‘Closing Minds: How Scientology’s “Ethics Technology” is Used to Control Their Members’ by Jefferson Hawkins describes it better than I can.

Only if you let LRH hoodwink you with his redefinition of reality is there some sort of contradiction – after you pick apart the newspeak it all becomes horribly obvious.

HI Jim, Thanks for posting a great coming out story on Mike’s. These stories really to make a difference as two UTR’s have told me. They do influence getting people to Look and then leave. So Bravo on posting yours. And when you post more about it on ESMB, put a link here so we can go there to read more. I applaud your integrity to leave despite losing 3 kids in the process due to disconnection. My wish is that your kids come to their senses and connect up with you sooner rather than later. VVVWD on making a new life for yourself and for flourishing and prospering.

Hi Espiando, I just wanted to say I really am with you in terms of your post where you say “and that others who justify the teachings of LRH can listen and understand”.After all these years & still nightmares about the man who headed the GOI attack against me in the SO, I now see that Ron & the SO#1 line were back feeding info from all my letters to each other.I do not know why I never picked up on that before.But it has solidified my belief that Ron & the tech was & is dangerous & there is a black side to it all that he & David know well.I’m still working through this realization but I could never be audited or use the policies or tech again.A small part of me knew I was in danger starting in 1975 in the SO but I was still too KoolAid starry eyed to,perceive what my spirit was signaling to me.It took me to the very edge mentally physically & spiritually until I blew in late spring of 78. Take Care.Ann B.

Pepper, even though I have no personal involvement with what you’re relating I was powerfully moved and encouraged by your report. I feel certain this young man about whom you’re speaking is representative of many others. I am optimistic some big reality shifts are imminent in the church.

I agree with you. Or he wanted to devalue the bonds that are the most powerful in the world so that those needs could be transferred to being met by the group. Family love gives us all so much. To undermine and devalue that is to destabilize the individual and render him vulnerable.