im so happy for leiha & family they all can really enter into the gates of heaven now! lv ms T

Hi clearlypissedoff, Good to meet you.Shelly was after my time,but I get an idea of her by reading here from those that knew her when.If she is being guarded by armed PIs,she waited too long to escape.I certainly do not blame her because I do not have the facts.What I can say is when I blew the Sea Org,my room was white gloved twice a week read searched and around Big Blue I had minders that were minding me every chance they got.After my night in the Morgue I knew it would only get worse so the time was right for me to flee.Plus the FBI raid exploded at around the same time.All was nuts.I guess for me there was no time like the present to decide to leave.It hurt like hell body mind and spirit,but here outside the bubble it is heaven.May Shelly find peace….Always,Ann.

Hi Lawrence,Spell-kill. I meant love all your posts! Ann.

Hi Lawrence, Honestly thank you so much for your post!You had me laughing and crying at the same time!Firstly I so feel for your neighbors the husband and the lady whose breasts fell off!I have no idea what protocol she used,maybe just that great Scientology Tech that will either “cure” or kill whatever ails one.Hubby then chimed in with one of his jokes,does this to me everyday so I have to laugh,that if my breasts fall off I will get a huge discount on a mestectomy because the mission is already accomplished.Actually I am so radiated that nothing can fall,glued on me by all the radiating particles!Love our posts,??Ann.

Paul Haggis came out full steam too.

I apologize for the typographical error. That should have read “my neighbors WIFE had breast cancer and her breasts fell off”. 🙂

My neighbors wie had breast cancer and her breast fell off. He was really upset and died last June afterwards. I wish I could have helped the both of them but their attitudes dictated that this was a little out of my league. As far as Scientology is concerned. The church cannot even heal itself, let alone another person. This should be evident perhaps from some of the blog entries here and there. 🙂

Hi Brian, Thank you for your post. When I got the courage to post here I did think”Who will believe me?” Because obviously what happened to me was very long ago and I was not a celeb doner.Rather I was a wide eyed grown-up child who mirrored what at the time Ron wanted.All that went down years after with Intel is still so hard for me to process what did I do that was so bad? But you know all that is water over under and through the dam.I ask one favor, please you and yours send thoughts of whatever you want to me on 11/23/15 when I find out if this aggressive breast cancer has returned. Love and heartfelt thanks, Ann.????⭐️⭐️⭐️.

I I wonder how many folks I actually ran into. Maybe you Lawrence. At the hotel Martinique is where I learned that execs could be physically violent.

So many say that it’s Miscaviges era that brought in violence.

I will not name the person again because they already contacted me and apologized.

But the CO ordered me to do something, I went to do it and then another executive asked me to do something else. I told this person that the CO had me on a cycle and I’d get back to them.

This person grabbed me by the shirt and pushed me so hard through a swinging door and messed up my neck.

Here I was, 18 years old, the beginning of my cognitive dissonance probably started right there.

Do not let anyone misinform you that the violence started with Midcavige.

The violence started with Ron. He actually pistol whipped Sarah. That was stated in Going Clear.

The violence and sicko behavior comes from Ron. Miscavige is later on the chain.