Hi Newcomer, I lost track of your post for awhile.Thank you so much for what you said. I need the force to be with me now more than ever.Your posts are always helpful to me.Love Always Ann B.

My pleasure Ann B. I too have nightmares connected with that time. Probably always will.

Thank you Aprilfool. Ya know, before I saw what was really going on….I, as I’m sure thousands of others thought and behaved similar to TC. Imagine the headlines and the impact if TC renounced this despicable excuse for a human being…whoops…sorry I meant “homo novis”……or OK, how about just plain “homo”.

Matt: I don’t actually remember “us” meaning you and I but I remember seeing you EVERY DAY when I was at Flag. At least once a day I saw you walk back and forth from the Fort Harrison to another one of the Clearwater buildings up the street. I am amazed that you came to this blog and even more honored that you brought an intelligent being like Amy Scobee with you. I watched her full interview. I never knew of Amy before until the Truth Rundown was released. I am happy for both of you. You have not changed too much since then (1986-1989) when I was at Flag otherwise I might not have recognized you from your photo.

The advertisements posted above coming out of the church are horrific. I don’t know how anyone can prepare someone to clear the planet locking them up in the hole or depriving them of sleep and pay. These posters REEK of COB.

But let me say, you are wonderfully witty! Wondering if this humor was even allowed as part of your personality and style when in the cult.

When I came into scientology in 1973 I thought about it as a religion .. believed in it very comfortable for some time .. then I found out that there is something wrong with such an idea .. which means, that nobody should give a promise which cannot be delivered in the sense of the agreement ..

It says, that I found people who wanted to be cause (which was not the cause for which I have looked myself) .. they wanted cause over money of others for themself .. so I did not longer accept scientology as a religion .. why? asking for money from others without delivering the promised agreement is a worse game .. it has nothing to do with religion ..

I have never believed that the church can produce OTs. It is simply that the mechanics of the tech from LRH will never produce one. It is impossible. It goes simply in one way with the idea of sec-checks .. in second it goes with the idea that you can be declared ..

All people on earth who are able to be an OT (something like that) would be declared under the rules of scientology. This is the only truth I found in this church .. so it is a religion of the stupid people who should have power .. as more stupid you go, as more power you will have .. and you will go stupid with the tech of LRH anyway .. surely, and there is no way out .. if you hang up on help .. you hang up on help yourself or help as the basic idea about .. help is basically an intention ..

Newcomer, I like your thinking. You are so right.

Would Tom ever have the guts to do that, I wonder? His ratings as an actor and star would soar but does he realise that? Pity he doesn’t know that as soon as one uses his integrity in any situation, the most amazingly good things start to happen.

I’ve got personal experience of this. I’ve just ended a vampirish relationship with a Koolaider (somewhere in the deep recesses of my mind, I had thoughts to get her out but have come to realise that it’s not going to be that easy. She enjoys her martyrdom and feelings of superiority too much.) only to be vamped by phone calls for my services and am raking in money that wasn’t on the cards.

Not that Tom needs money but isn’t his career a shaky legs at the moment? Haven’t his last two or so movies been a failure?